You can call me Rainman

abandoned I really don't have anything to say. I'm not an interesting person.

I don't think this therapy will help me. If it was only up to me i wouldn't be here writing right now. My doctors said that this will help me feel better. I have a condition called Bipolardisorder.

Sometimes i just feel like go and just to rotten in some hole somewhere. Waiting for the maggots to start eating my tender body. Just lie there feeling how i am decaying on so many levels. There are days I feel my life isn't worth a shit. This kind of days is what my ervery day life.
But sometimes...sometimes... I'm happy. It comes like a vacation from hell. And always when you think you won't last a moment longer.

I like to go to abandoned houses and construction sites. It's kind of a hobby. Think what you want but that's me. -RainMan

My first post. PLease read!!1!

Hi. My name is Alexander (but its not my real name).
I Prefere to be called Tight-Solver so lets call me that.
I see my self as an artist, but my therapists call me sick and mentally ill. Well, they dont say, but i know they want to. I can see it in their eyes. They look like they want to laugh but they dont becuase the law says so. That makes me sad and angry. Why cant just they say what they really mean instead of playing stupid charades.

Anyway, I wanna post a picture i made. It might annoy you. Its becuase my art i have no friends left. They hated it. Their disgust for my pictures weighted more than our friendsship. I really hope that you can accept me. But no lies. I want the truth.

Am I sick?

Ps. the picture is named "There is no god".
It is basicly contrived of messed up faces morphed togheter with love.